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Ouch, I have a headache x///x
Well in other news today, I don't think I'm going to be moving to LV.
I'm probably looking at maybe helping the family move, but recent events pushed me to believe that the relationship I share with my mother and sister is unhealthy.
This may get pretty uglier than it is already. I still haven't told them. I'm afraid to do it right now because they may completely take away the car, comp, ect. ect. in retaliation to my decision. I should probably tell them sooner or later anyhow. I was thinking of rooming up with some close friends, maybe live with my best friend in Colorado. It's going to be really tough. I even considered the possibility of ending up homeless. I may not even be able to go to college and force myself into a paycheck by paycheck lifestyle. That sounds really, really unpleasant so hopefully I don't fuck this up. 

I could go deeper into how this all sucks and tie it in with how my life has been letdown/tragedy after tragedy, but I'd rather not. It's kinda that time for me to start taking control of my life rather than let others bind me to their bidding. Blah blah blah, freedom crap. 

This headache is still prevalent. I wouldn't mind some intimacy right now, aha. I better get a haircut and finish laundry and other shit like that. 
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thanking for faving!!
maxviolence Jan 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
KiloOscarFive Feb 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Hey man. I've been really better recently!
We're working on selling the house and already have had some people check it out, so far no bites yet but we're keeping our fingers crossed.
The family is working really hard to meet every bill and even our outer family has come together to help out, which has been a relief.
I've been picking myself up for the second semester of school,  and I'm really starting to be more optimistic about things. I got some therapy a little while ago and it's been really helpful.
I'm just going to brace myself for graduation and make the best of it :)
How about you dude? I feel really bad for abstaining from you for a while. Are you still in Denmark? We need to catch up brah
maxviolence Feb 3, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm really glad to hear it's going forward for you and your family man, but i'm feeling great too, but dont worry about it! again-i'm just glad to hear everything is going good for you. But yeah.. Still living in denmark, eating potato's.
KiloOscarFive Feb 3, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
:) I'm glad to hear you're glad.. if that makes sense haha. I'm also glad to see that you're still doing great, with the whole awesome thing. fuck yes for denmark and potatoes :D
Nana749 Aug 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav ~!
Hey I just got back on my deviant art today and was wondering who this was?
KiloOscarFive Jul 31, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
xux;; leon4568

i was just a bit down and reminiscing alot of shit, sorry haha
damn tho, didn't think you'd come back lol wb
TixieLix Jul 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave on my Zelda sketch!
Pajunen Jun 24, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:
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