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This is gonna hurt...
How do I begin?..
Well, to start off with, everyone... I made this DeviantART in spite of a someone. I used it as a relay to vent my thoughts and overall life progression to this someone because I was too weak to tell them directly how I felt, also, it felt good to vent entirely and imagine this someone reading along. I DID however contact old friends (you know who you are) because it felt great to keep up on them. I still miss you all and the old group we used to have back then. It's time to move on, though.
This is my last journal, and it goes to this someone. 

Samantha, you have taught me many things.
I've learned more about people, love, and pain all together from my experiences with you. The things you've said, the way you've acted, even the thoughts in your mind are things that I've captured, went over, and cherished all together. I've went through more than I have ever have in my childhood after meeting you; I've shed the heaviest tears and carried the heaviest weights in my life. You are part of an arc in my book that I can always look upon when I'm struggling. I know what you think of me and what kind of person you suppose that I must be, but I assure you that you have very little of my genuine personality in your memory. This is a shame, but we all have our reasons. Fate has deemed it so. That same fate has done unto us what we must move along with.

After graduation, I'm going to move to Nevada. By then I'm going to get a new phone contract, review my digital footprint, and move on with my life.

It's the equivalent, per se, of me dying.

From human being towards another, goodbye.

P.S. Please don't take my avoidance of you in the hallways personally. It's how I move on.


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CaptainPocky Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014
thanking for faving!!
maxviolence Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
KiloOscarFive Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Hey man. I've been really better recently!
We're working on selling the house and already have had some people check it out, so far no bites yet but we're keeping our fingers crossed.
The family is working really hard to meet every bill and even our outer family has come together to help out, which has been a relief.
I've been picking myself up for the second semester of school,  and I'm really starting to be more optimistic about things. I got some therapy a little while ago and it's been really helpful.
I'm just going to brace myself for graduation and make the best of it :)
How about you dude? I feel really bad for abstaining from you for a while. Are you still in Denmark? We need to catch up brah
maxviolence Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm really glad to hear it's going forward for you and your family man, but i'm feeling great too, but dont worry about it! again-i'm just glad to hear everything is going good for you. But yeah.. Still living in denmark, eating potato's.
KiloOscarFive Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
:) I'm glad to hear you're glad.. if that makes sense haha. I'm also glad to see that you're still doing great, with the whole awesome thing. fuck yes for denmark and potatoes :D
Nana749 Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav ~!
itzfoxfire Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2013
Hey I just got back on my deviant art today and was wondering who this was?
KiloOscarFive Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
xux;; leon4568

i was just a bit down and reminiscing alot of shit, sorry haha
damn tho, didn't think you'd come back lol wb
TixieLix Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave on my Zelda sketch!
Pajunen Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:
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