Ouch, I have a headache x///x
Well in other news today, I don't think I'm going to be moving to LV.
I'm probably looking at maybe helping the family move, but recent events pushed me to believe that the relationship I share with my mother and sister is unhealthy.
This may get pretty uglier than it is already. I still haven't told them. I'm afraid to do it right now because they may completely take away the car, comp, ect. ect. in retaliation to my decision. I should probably tell them sooner or later anyhow. I was thinking of rooming up with some close friends, maybe live with my best friend in Colorado. It's going to be really tough. I even considered the possibility of ending up homeless. I may not even be able to go to college and force myself into a paycheck by paycheck lifestyle. That sounds really, really unpleasant so hopefully I don't fuck this up.
I could go deeper into how this all sucks and tie it in with how my life has been letdown/tragedy after tragedy, but I'd rather not. It's kinda that time for me to start taking control of my life rather than let others bind me to their bidding. Blah blah blah, freedom crap.
This headache is still prevalent. I wouldn't mind some intimacy right now, aha. I better get a haircut and finish laundry and other shit like that.